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VVC Becoming Wealthy

2012-01-18T17:03:00.000-08:00

I would like to still have a place to post my videos from this series even though i closed the FB group, so ill be putting them on my blog for now and see how that feels. Its still Jan 2012 and i have done a few videos and dumped them, so many changes going on ofr me right now, there came a point in this one towards the end of filming that i really felt impelled to finish the edit and keep it as a video, so that is the part that the following video is from.

ive been deeply "asking" for the past few years to arrive at clarity about what "wealth" means to and for me personally. and as LOA would have it! (LOL) i have had more than enough opportunities to find this out on many levels!

so for those of you who "know the story" i wont go into the details anymore as they were details i created to arrive at this clarity and i really know you and i all know we know THAT now! its the essense of this deep and abiding "wealth" which i am inviting to sit closer and closer to mySelf lately...

Choosing Trust

2012-01-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

"EXPERIENTIALLY that, you will get the reflection in all the ways that are reflective of your happiness - to the degree that your happiness vibration is turned on, you will get that reality. However, here's that clause, pay attention, here's what you call in your language, "the fine print." This is what we perceive in observing your society, trip many of you up and get you into trouble: Many of you will still place a CONDITION on your happiness even when you think you are doing it this way. "Oh yes, I will be happy because I know that if I'm happy then I'll get this happy reality, then I'll get what I want." If/then, if/then - you are still making it conditional on what happens outside you, and there is no outside...

So the idea to really bring it down to focus is to understand this: in order for the principle to really work, in order for reality to reflect back to you the true reflection of your happiness you have to be happy with no expectation that you will get a reflection back. That's how it works. That's what makes it effortless, that's what makes it flawless, that's what makes it interesting. Is that you understand that in all of this, you don't have to think about what will come back to you, you simply can take it for GRANTED, you can KNOW you can simply already have the gratitude to be infinite, to KNOW that when you are happy nothing else can happen, but happy reflections.

(Bartholomew through Mary-Margaret Moore)

Maybe ill just write… whatever!

2012-01-05T17:26:00.000-08:00

I like this its easy, I like easy now. the easier the better. let the program pick the type style, do it through windows live writer… easy. ease. I love that a few months of being offline and the cyber world goes off and creates some stuff I had wanted, how fun is that? more fun stuff to make my way of expressing myself get even simpler… speak to the blog … that is next im sure!
wealth is ease. for me, true wealth is… ease. and I am learning how to feel that more and more in my thoughts everyday, thanks to my desire and my continued deepening OF that desire to know what it truly ( for me) feels like… to allow.
im gonna get in the hang of writing here
or… not!

pic by mwah! (me)

This tiny now

2012-01-04T17:27:00.000-08:00

"Don’t make demonstrations out of your spirituality. Just be yourself, be true as much as you can with each passing. Avoid saying and thinking to yourself, they wouldn’t understand. Just be true as much as you can, don’t feel that people are too stupid to understand your spirituality. And don’t at the same time go about trying to evangelize yourself. Simply be quite, and out of your quietness, you will see you don’t need any preparation to meet any human being, in any situation the Beingness know precisely how to move this spontaneously, it will be fresh, not rehearsed, fresh… beautiful… trust yourself.”
~Mooji

a new FB friend had this in his "quotes" section of his info. and i ... a deeply moved mooji fan, was so thrilled to read it, to read it... now. now.

i have not posted since sept. a blog entry that is, and not much posting in anyway as we (for the 3rd year) turned off the internet for the spring summer and fall... each year for different reasons, or so i thought, this year i knew my reasons were to see who i am w/o my cyber "life" and what i want as balance in this area for myself. it was a grand and fine, time then the pending excitment of going back online for the winter.. for the first week of being back online i didnt use it at all... hmmm

life tells me what i want to hear, doesnt it? the quiet.
this tiny now moment
cant even be marketed can it?
its so totally mine and so totally yours
and so totally private while being so totally and
purely
shared.

in
this tiny now moment
is the all, the all that i am and the all that i will ever be and the all i have ever been
isnt THAT in and of itself
worth a shudder of thrill bumps for? yes.

wether i "communicate" via whatever means are available at whatever place i am pretending to be standing
wether i communicate, intentionally or not
i am vibrating my desire ALL THE TIME
i am vibrating everything and every bit of it all that i am
in every moment

hence... i could NEVER be lost
and never alone
and never.... (LOL) "offline"

yuk yuk yuk

The I, I have become

2011-09-24T09:27:00.000-07:00

one of my latest abe mixes that, after i was done with it it came out to be 5:23 mins. My birthday... and how timed up, tuned up, and turned on is that? well, thats about how it goes everytime im lined up with me and i am certain thats how it goes for u too!

im not online on a daily basis anymore, for the past 2 mos. we hit the road for a wifi spot and take our agendas with us, keeps the online focus and has been a VERY telling adventure in itself! my little laptop still poops out when she feels like it and i have learned to SAVE! so will this post even make it to the publish button today? ahhhhhh, well its my direction and aim and focus that it does... so ...

ive come to a place in the road where its become so totally obvious to me that when there are no issues anymore, and there are none anyway, there is no need of healing or altering anything PERIOD and i have come to the place that relishes this feeling of being on the eternal vacation that i am CERTAIN i actually came here to experience!

the funny EST thing about coming to this place is that it REALLY cuts to the chase on pretty much any topic that the world can talk about is talking about and will create TO talk about! cause its ALL just perfect the way it is unfolding for each and every one of us and that feeling alone is so perfectly timed with me and the beat of my soul... i am enthralled with the adulation for all of it that i cant contain it!! nor could I! or you! for that matter! we have never contained this ... such as US has never BEEN contained at all ...it is what we are made of! made OF. how glourious!!!

so im off to the publish button with a wink and a hug and ill see you in the dream we are weaving with a smile that lights the skies! xoxoxo AnnMarie

Grace Comes

2011-06-10T12:36:00.000-07:00

Just had the impulse to listen to this video i created of Mooji a while ago... i was feeling that the moments that i know that which i have sought in my time/space, THAT has also always been seeking me too, with as much longing to unite as i have to unite... the beloved is always a breath away or.... closer.

The Heroic Journey

2011-01-12T11:42:00.000-08:00

I found I had been living within a box of beliefs that all pointed

towards it being of value to live a heroic journey.

Based on what my predecessors instilled in me

as to what heroism WAS

I eagerly went forth into my life,

determined to become THE hero. (of something!)

Little did I know of what an authentic hero is.

Tired and worn out I surrendered over and over

eventually giving up the pidder-padder-up-the-ladder of life.

Inspiration felt to come from “above”

Yet the outstretched highway of my life appeared to be built

on an foundation of a linear schism of “successes”.

Struggle, challenge, achievement, determination, motivation,

always pushing toward some illusive “goal”…

May I just continue to ALLOW the already

inherent, natural, Go(o)d,

of my beingness

to simply

SHINE!

Unabashed...

UN BASHED

UN ABUSED

UN BIASED

UN CLOTHED

UN TIED

AnnMarie Jan/2011

This JOB (JoyOfBeing) is Mine!

2011-01-04T12:04:00.000-08:00

From Abe (Abraham-Hicks) :

"I dream this stuff for the thrill

of being who I am.

I am an eternal being.”

After being self-employed since... 1998?

See website : AMPM24-7

Ive decided to send my resume in for the position below detailed below.

JOB Requirements: This JOB (Joy of Being)

requires someone who has vision and someone

who is mature, meaning:

“has done a lot of different things

in their life and welcomes change”.

Someone who:

Knows who they are, and knows that who they “are”
is continually in a state of transformation.
Is flexible and imaginative.
Appreciates laughter equally as well as everything else they lays their eyes on.
(knows that everything has intrinsic value)
Has an eye for the big picture as well as loving (certain) details.
Loves to learn new stuff and knows a whole lot of stuff already.
Is as creative as the sky is blue (on a clear sunny day!)
Is friendly and open yet not afraid to speak their mind and take the lead.
Who can think and act fast as well as take time and reflect.
Loves and communicates with the natural world;
water, wind, sky, mountains, the earth, dirt, stuff like that!
Isn’t afraid of GETTING dirty, rumpled, crumpled, folded or bent.
Loves travel, values spontaneity above conformity
Can line up with inspiration at the drop of a pin
Considers motivation to be un-necessary and has given it up,
would rather soak in a tub of hot water (or nap) until inspiration hits.
Is willing to expand their ideas to include all sorts of unexpected joys and happiness’s.
Loves dogs, horses, cattys, and any other furry, feathered & finned people.

NOTE: DO NOT APPLY UNLESS YOU ARE WILLING TO:

Get up b4 sunrise, to be with the BOSS.
Eagerly spend enormous amounts of your personal, quality time with the BOSS.

And I GOT THE JOB!!!!!

Here is a copy of the letter I received from my new BOSS (Being of Special Service) today:

AnnMarie,

As your new boss I am ready to pay you beyond measure for your beingness,

and for all the goofin' around you can handle!

There will not be one moment that you go uncompensated for your JOB (Joy Of Being). In fact the happier you are the more you will be paid and from so many avenues your head will spin, resources will flow to you from our global company and everywhere else in the universe.

As your new boss I have the opportunity of a lifetime to give you and all you need to do is show up. Wake up and come to work for me and only me,

forget every other job you have ever thought you had and get in line with this one.

I have a huge promotion to offer you the instant you sit at this desk with me

and shake my hand in acceptance of the JOB (Joy Of Being) I offer.

The instant we shake on it, you can consider it a DONE deal.

Giving up the Redemption of Struggle

2011-01-02T13:11:00.000-08:00

NOTE: Don’t bother reading this unless your birth year is before … hmm … 1968? 1978? I am not sure, I popped into this incarnation in 1958 and I have been learning to give up the redemptive (supposed) elements of struggle for… a while. Has society stopped shoving this down the throats of the newbies? It has certainly been a deep tap root in my stem cells that’s for sure!

Have you ever heard the old “my-cross-to-bear” routine? Moral code? Your responsibilities? Our obligations? Did you buy into any of these sort of hook, line and sinker? There are many clichés around the idea of guilt being some sort of prerequisite for entry into heavenly realms. It’s all a pile of crap. Intellectually it’s easy to say that and know it to be true. Yet, in my experience its been a bit tricky to pull the plug on the entire tub of dirty bathwater and watch it drain away.

At the core of some of my most habitual traits there are little sticky ideas that say there is a sort of (sick) redemption the offered to me when I struggle… I am ashamed of this knowledge, finding out I’ve been… “doing victim” at levels deeper than I’d imagined. It feels like it’s time to let the Empress wear a new dress for the rest of this gig! Redemptive struggle has surfaced its distorted head in some small little edgy places where I was not aware it lived, at all.

Have you heard the term “tell a new story”? Well if you’re a student of Abraham-Hicks you have heard it, plenty. Have you ever REALLY sat with your story and felt how you are creating it? There’s so much personal investment in it and by golly it’s a STORY all right! Sure it’s going to end in a blissed-out life (though it may be a few incarnations down the proverbial road) but, darn-oh-darn it’s just got to be a heroic journey and we all know that heroes go THRU hell to get to heaven.

There appears to be no easy way to give up the redemptive value (payoff?) of the story of your struggle. Although it is funny to realize that the satisfaction of redemption could only be of any interest here, in this reality and not in any “beyond” this one, it would just be boring anywhere else (as it often is here).

Redemption’s major thematic element works like this: “I had to ______________ to get to _______________.” With an undercurrent of an emotionally charged “Do YOU know how hard it was for me to _______________________?!” (ever wonder WHO the YOU you are referring to… is?)

Have you ever heard the joke about the gal who gets to “heaven” and “god” says “Well here’s your castle full of shit (your “stuff”) it’s all yours.” And the gal yells “HEY!, why didn’t I get this shit while I was still in a body and could own it, eat it, screw it, drive it, fly it, wear it, drink it?” and god goes, “well its been here waiting for you all this time, it’s all got your name written right on it, in fact we’re gonna have to sell the contents of your castle unit now that your dead and cant play with any of this shit. You never bothered to ask for it & expect it to show up. (butthead)”.

“God”… a funny guy… (that god anyway).

Here’s the kicker, its true. Along with everything else that’s true (everything is true somewhere)… hmm.

So back to the redemptive value of struggle… according to LOA the redemptive value of struggle is … (ta-da) more struggle! All the long drooling archaic stories about those mountains that must be climbed! Toiling thru the valley of death or the toilet of poop, you can call it anything you want it’s all the same old baloney. Running our show at levels we’re unaware of, until we become aware of them! (LOL) and then in the dawn of awareness, the salt & pepper shakers of our little minds get pretty mixed up!

Insidious flawed premises are alive and kicking on the inside of my skull!

Little sticky thoughts, float in the space of my mind, not finding many places to attach themselves anymore. Less and less feels like a vibrational match to them. It surprises the hell out of me that they exist at all! I like that it surprises the hell OUTTA me when I catch one of these buggers now.

I love to write, and have since I first uttered what-ever I uttered first, then found a pencil or a crayon or whatever was layin’ around to make my mark with … For a long “time” if you wanted to write in our society you wouldn’t get very far writing or talking WITHOUT the redemptive value of struggle, cause who cares?

Who wants to read how the sun is shining and these are the glory days and anything else is crap, so lets go play WHOO-HOO! All day! Where’s the story? It was great, its great now and its gonna be even greater tomorrow, tra-la-la down the merry path.

So how long do we need a heroic journey to last and last until eventually, we dance this jig and say…”ya know, I can think of a more fun way to live!” I CAN. And, if I can think of it then I can feel it and then I can choose it and live it and, WHOA maybe I’ve had this option all along.

OH OH…

Choose a happier thought and if I trip over one of those errant old stinky thoughts rattling around in my noggin, I can choose to let them fly on by and remember what I now know to be the real truth. There is one you see… the real truth is that this is ALL my idea anyway.

So if ever there was any redemptive value in the idea of struggle it was that eventually I would choose the idea of NO STRUGGLE. That’s about all struggle is worth. It has no power, just a dark dusty road to nowhere I need to go. Nor was I ever required to go there by any aspect of the source that embodies me. Ever. EVER.

Struggle is just a lame turn on your way to the theatre to see the movie of your life… why bother caring at all about the dark alley and the dead end when your movie is running?

From Abraham … "The source that is within you, is always in the center where it is calm. We are not looking for the adventure, or the validation, or the proof of value. We are in the center where it is calm. But you like the adventure. You just have to decide how much pathos you need in your life. For most of you, the pathos that you choose, the drama you choose, in the majority of the cases is because you want to validate your success with your struggles. You want to pay the price for the good that comes to you. Most of you are not in that place of understanding that good is good and it is SUPPOSED to come to you, and you are good, and that good things are a match to the good that you are!” Caribbean Cruise CD7 track 5

as 2010 draws to a close...

2010-12-31T06:30:00.000-08:00

in the grand scheme of things i suppose that a year of our "time" turning from one "number" to another, means no-thing. i've heard it said that time is not real, used only as a focusing mechanism for us here in this time/space reality. and in so many ways in my life today i know this to be true, though... it is interesting, to some degree to ponder how i have flowed through this past "year" and to find a place, a feeling tone inside, of where i would like to flow in the coming year, a general direction, a general focus.

for me it feels better NOT to put timelines on my self, dead-lines, that cause myself to check in and take score when there is no end to reach anyway... as an eternal being of god-source, what end result could there be that would not naturally expand into yet another seeming "end", goal or what-have-you. change and growth are happening all around me no matter what my eyes may see or my senses may tell me.

looking back also seems to be sort of a wierd thing to do, it really all comes down to now, what i am feeling about anything in this now moment is all that truly IS real, for me, which is the only perspective i can ever have, nice to know.

i know that in this moment i am open, free and free to choose. my time is still my own and that is something i have deeply wanted to continue having it be, to "look" back over one year, or 10 "years" seems vauge and sort of misty to me, how can there really be "back"? there is no where but here, and now.

the direction i am moving towards, i am certain, though i may not always feel it, is expanding, i am expanding in my inner landscape as well as my outter manifestational reality, there are now long stretches of "time" where i feel in the flow of this knowledge and to some degree it feels more vivid when there appear to be challenges or an amount of contrast to choose amoungst...

the expansion that feels as though it is occuring right "now" is often subtle as though the edges are saturated in my minds eye, though the center is a swirl, somehow i feel that is as it should be, and perhaps always has and will be... that i need not have all the info. i am still in a perpetual state of expansion, even when my personality is not aware of it...

i like knowing this, its soothing to the mind i have created to work with this time 'round. i like looking forward to more clarity, more opening, more and then more. i like to go slow enough to feel the integration occuring as it naturally does, basking in each drop if possible, of my being in tune, with me.

Now We are Free

2010-12-27T19:39:00.000-08:00

this morning i had a dream, full of symbols for me and i was so happy to awaken and have many hours to myself to be with the feelings in the dream, i have been asking for clarity alot these days.

i have walked a narrow path for a few years staying close to the marrow of my bones, stopping often, at whatever cost, to be with myself. to talk with myself, to be-friend my self.

the entire day has been filled with an electricity that is running thru me from my dream encounter, i have managed to maintain an unhindered connection to myself all day, it feels very, very, deeply, satisfying. in my dream, in the "end" of this dream a dear soul of my family who has made her transit was with me again and as she looked into my soul with her brown eyes i felt the love of the universe pour through me, blanket over me... my stella belle's eyes.

she had an "issue" (in my dream) and i knew i had the "medicine" in my posession and it wold cost me nothing, i could take care of it right now. right this minute, then my morning was filled with every form of validation of the dream and my knowing and the peace that comes from knowing... the weight that is lifted from finally coming to rest WITH something i was resisiting, resting with my desire, resting with my inner landscape and resting in the knowing that i am not alone, ever.

i have the medicine i need. i am that medicine. for what else could be the truth? if there is one. what else could EVER be the truth we are our own medicine we are our own answer to every question, it is never out of reach, our answers are not even in a "reach" they are that close... i dream, i am my dream.

and thus am i free within my dream to walk in the meadows of my inner landscae until i walk there all day everyday for wether i start this journey from within my "dream" or not i will surely "end" it in my physicality, one way or another... when i feel this i know this. when i can feel ahead of "time" what i know to be the real truth of my nature i will live it, i am living it now.